*tugs on hair*

If you'd care to know my opinion on government, the Jacksonian Era, and all manners of economy, I shall simply state it. 

They are the devil. I hate them. I nearly cried over all above stated subjects.

I don't know who planned when lessons and state testing would align, but to whoever did, I sincerely hate you. 

 If you didn't know by now, I do all my school online. It's very nice, only takes a few hours, and provides me with more than sufficient learning. I get to be alone, and only have to deal with idiotic people when I go out to stores. 

BUT. 

Once a year, state testing arrives. 

Yes, even us online folks do it. 

*muffled sobbing*

The one time of the year where us students are expected to arrive at a building by 8 a.m., be in a room with other people, and our teachers. 

*loud groan*

It's not that I'm anti-social. I swear, I'm not. It's just...

Some people irk me. I never mean to be rude, but those who are a bit slower in life, I have no time for. Particularly in school settings, where directions are being given, and ultimately, somebody isn't listening/paying attention/understanding where they even are. 

Amidst stressing for state testing which is- oh, today (please rescue me), I've been also cursing at my lessons. 

State testing runs from 8 till around after lunch, and then I've still got to come home and do my lessons. Of course, as fate would have it, I've got two quizzes, and a portfolio (paper) due both today, and tomorrow, both days in which testing also occurs. 

Also had a unit test yesterday which I slaved studying for. I was so upset and worried, and though the test is over, the feeling is still with me. 

*jazz hands* 

CAN YOU TELL HOW EXCITED I AM?!

If I'm honest, the one thing I'm dreading most is wearing big bulky headphones that are required... though I don't particularly remember using them last year. Indeed, I'm shallow, and am most worried about how stupid I'll look with them on. -_-

No, honestly, I just don't want to talk to anybody else, student-wise. I'd like to just get in, do my testing, and get the bloody heck out of there. The hard part of socializing at all is that testing contains students from such a wide range of grades, that figuring out who might be close to you in age is quite hard.  Not that I'd probably talk anyways. I much prefer to sulk in a corner for a while and watch others. I've always been that one to observe before speaking, and I'm always careful with who I talk to. As stated above, I have no patience for some people. xD 

I'm writing this mostly to let you all know that I'm sorry for not really posting this week. I'm sure (at least, hopeful) that things will be slower next week and I'll be able to post a few times. 

A post on here would be nothing without at least a picture, so take one of Gerard, who's birthday is soon.

(Now that I am excited about. I'll be full on celebrating like I did for Phil's birthday. xD)

Here's hoping testing goes well, as does school, and that I'll be back to the world of Jumbled Thoughts and fandoms soon. ;)

Have a good rest of the week everybody. ^-^

A note about the post: I mean no insult at all to anyone who may not have a tremendous time understanding directions, who may be educationally challenged or anything of the sort. I am stating it in a way of people who do not care, not those who try. I am a very kind, social person, but I pick who I am social with, and who I care to interact with. Please don't take this as being a rude, idiotic person. I am not that way, I promise. All of this was more meant to be on the funny side of things.